Another week gone by and still no progress
Is it Friday already? WTF!
I mean seriously where has the time gone? I’ve not played any poker in two weeks now and I need to get myself out of this funk. Not only do I not make any money when I don’t play but it also puts me in an overall bad mood. So then why don’t I just get started?
That good folks is the thousand dollar question. Unfortunately in my case the absense of a good thing doesn’t make me want to do it more. Looking back on it I was flirting with procrastination for weeks. My friend Mike can attest to how many times I’ve complained about not wanting to play but I forced myself to anyway. Can this be a cause? Is this some sort of burned out?
To the majority of people that I know I have no argument for being burned out. My friends all work 40 hour weeks and barely get 2 hours a night to themselves, Marlyn included. I guess to them I’m just a spoiled lazy jackass which I’m forced to be OK with. I can argue they don’t understand what its like to live ‘my difficult life’ but I’ve got no legs to stand on there. It is times like these where I wish I could complain with the masses; if only complaining about how much my job sucked wouldn’t fall on such deaf ears.
So what can I do? Well, luckily I do have things that will allow me to be productive in the future and then hopefully I can get back at it. Maybe doing a bunch of videos will get me back in the groove again and when combined with all the coaching I’m doing now it allows me to not get too far from the game itself.
One thing I know is: I’m probably the only one around here hating the fact that its a Friday.